Post by Deleted on Jul 23, 2017 5:50:10 GMT
Do you know how it feels to be at deaths door? It has happened to me on more then once which really makes you appreciate life. The first time I was in my 20's I went to a lake with a friend for the weekend, we went to this one area where boats tie up together and we have a good time. There are some cliffs where people are jumping from into the water, they are about 50 plus feet high. I climbed up on top to jump, in the process either I pushed off wrong or slipped, I ended up landing on my side into the water which knocked the wind out of me. I ended up going pretty deep, I remember struggling to swim up to the surface, I barely made it. I also broke 2 ribs.
The second time my wife and I had been married for 4 months. We had been fighting allot. On a Sunday night she tried to kill me and herself, luckily I caught it just in time. In the bathroom in my house I had a old gas heater that was in the wall. My wife had turned on the gas without lighting it and was smoking a cigerette in the bathroom, I walked in and smelt the gas and saw her cigerrete, I leaped and knocked it out of her hand and turned the gas off. I filed for divorce the next day.
The third time happened May 5th of this year. I suffered my third heart attack, I was told that I was within minutes of being dead. I knew this one was bad, I have never felt so much pain in my life and I had passed out twice when they were treating me.
I dont know if god has a plan for me or what but I know the next time I might not be so lucky.
Both people in these incidents committed suicide, My ex wife killed herself 8 years ago and my friend that I went to the lake killed himself June 30th of this year.
The second time my wife and I had been married for 4 months. We had been fighting allot. On a Sunday night she tried to kill me and herself, luckily I caught it just in time. In the bathroom in my house I had a old gas heater that was in the wall. My wife had turned on the gas without lighting it and was smoking a cigerette in the bathroom, I walked in and smelt the gas and saw her cigerrete, I leaped and knocked it out of her hand and turned the gas off. I filed for divorce the next day.
The third time happened May 5th of this year. I suffered my third heart attack, I was told that I was within minutes of being dead. I knew this one was bad, I have never felt so much pain in my life and I had passed out twice when they were treating me.
I dont know if god has a plan for me or what but I know the next time I might not be so lucky.
Both people in these incidents committed suicide, My ex wife killed herself 8 years ago and my friend that I went to the lake killed himself June 30th of this year.